hello,
i'v bounced around the forums a bit wondering where i really belong. and i'm still not sure. so forgive if i'm still at the 'wrong' place.

my 22 yr old son suffers from PTSD and possibly DID. my hubby and i have 4 other teens. to say that our family is in crisis is an understatement. blended family, of coarse. the 22 yr old is mine, along with a 17 yr old daughter. both suffer from PTSD. (my ex was AWFUL, i was abused as well......he was the minister of our church, to make it even more 'soap opera' like

) anyhoo, long story short, i'm here because of the anger and rage displayed by my son. it has literally driven the rest of us to the edge.
he uses SI to deal with it.

yes, he is in therapy and on meds. (which we need to change as it is obviously NOT working) bless his hart.
a bit more background, i am in remissn for 2 yrs from NonHodgkins Lymphoma that had affected my brain. (i am LOVING the spell checker on this, truth!

) the battle lasted 5 yrs, so i'm sure that did nothing to help his fears. we were not sure i would survive.
he has an online support group and therapist. he talks to a couple friends online and on the phone. but thats it. yesterday is the 1st time he has been out of the house on his own in several months. my mother came to visit for a week from illinois and he went out with us because he had to and he did ok, except for 2 major blowups. ugh! but ok other than that. he has completely isolated himself from his friends. dropped out of college. has taken a med. leave of absense from his job, because he attacked 2 people. and ended up in the psych ward for a few days due to the SI cuts being way too bad recently.
i'm exhausted due to the screaming and blaming he does. and i just really need help. truth.
is this the right place to be?
thanks in advance.....
sara