First of all Trippin, I hate to be the state the obvious one here..... but Sandra Bullock < Trippin2.0 hmmm She got nothing on you! Nah I doubt that one very much so. Second, the BP and BPD ya might cause some rifts, but seriously you are one independent, fierce, eccentric force of a women to be reckoned with.. kinda hard to hide that kinda powerfulness, ya know? That takes a very special kind of match to contend with. But there are some men who are not only made to meet you on that but would love every aspect of your being and be more than willing to learn your ways and work with you.

Yup Blue is right, we reserve the right to make choices and we reserve the right to change them when we decide that we want to. Nothing is set in stone. Even if you did decided to fly solo forever, that choice is right if it is for you. Nothing wrong with that choice unless it hurts, either one is hard and does come with some pain.

Just saying, I can see why it would take someone special, you are not your average girl! In a pretty good way!

I hope you are feeling better soon, and work ouch, you need a break and some peaceful rest. Don't worry about what will come with your brother in the future, can't predict what will come. And no one can replace the irreplaceable.