Boy 1980, it could be a number of things. Besides the PTSD possibility, you could be going through a depression, unipolar/bipolar and 'Anhedonia' has kicked in.
If that is the case, definitely bring it up. It has brought me down for so many years, I no longer feel ANYTHING! Pain; anger; happiness; sadness; sympathy; empathy...nor can I feel anything physically...I haven't even been touched by another woman...not even a hug in over a decade. I just withdrew and there is no coming back for me.
So don't let it get to that point should that be the case.
The first several years, I would say it is nice, but that is a feeling, so....
I no longer have senses of anything...taste, smell...nothing, naught, nill.
In fact, today was the first time I got on the computer in a long time (I go months or years in total isolation (major social and socio phobias). But it gets to a point where you welcome it.
Best of luck to you and take care of yourself.
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