My mother got sooo mad at me and stormed out of a department store because I wanted to try on clothes at home and not in the store. It is hard enough for me to go to crowded, public places but she refused to understand or show the slightest bit of understanding or sympathy and punished me by leaving the store abruptly in anger AT me.

I have had sad since I was little but my family refused to acknowledge it and forced me to do things I did not want to do or simply refused to try to understand what was wrong so they could be supportive. I was labeled difficult and / or crazy.

Back to shopping debacle, when we were in the car, the first thing she mentioned she heard a radio interview in which she heard a father saying his son created so much trouble for the family, he wished his son committed sui.

I told her to take me home. I havent seen her since.