The rep I talked to set everything up and scheduled me to be evaluated Monday at 2:00. She understood the situation with my psych and said they would not need a referral since my insurance doesn't require it. I also talked to my mother in law and she said to just tell her the time and she'll keep the kids so I can go to treatment. My husband has found a support group for spouses of bipolar people and wants to see what classes the program offers for spouses. I'm grateful beyond words that they are stepping up to the plate.

The goal right now is to keep me out of the hospital between now and then. I won't be afraid to go if I need to. I'm done with my psych.