I so feel you here, I am in the same boat but am pregnant too. The outpatient crisis center helped so much more than my psych, who I am about done with. Do you have a therapist? I have read that having one helps alot and is just one more person to advocate for you.

You are so lucky to have the husband and in laws that support you. My husband is amazing and because my family is 2000 miles away my inlaws have been amazing in their support as I go through this episode and pregnancy.

Best of luck to you, let me know how it goes!!