Hi,

I'm posting this in bipolar, but that may be incorrect. As long as I can remember I've been very anti-competitive. I LOATH competitions of any kind, so I just give-up and do my worst to get out of playing. Even if I had a really good chance of winning.

In my career it carried over because I was basically run over by co-workers. I don't know why I do this - set myself up to fail. I guess some of it has to do with believing in yourself and your abilities, so maybe it's just low self-esteem.

I just wondered if this was relevent to anyone with bipolar?

Thanks for reading,

TnT