I hope all goes well for court today, Blue. It's no wonder you feel like you do.

Maybe if you can get your son into a place where he's safe and away from you, all of you can start to heal. That's hard to think, but I know you all need to heal. I pray that someday he will be well and your family can be safely together again.

i agree with thickntired on this one. Do something for yourself as soon as you can. You deserve some rest.