Hi

Once again, I feel like I'm not going to make any changes in life; I literally demand so much in life. I'm not really in the mood to list what these are, however at a later date if I feel better I'll probably be able to tell you more about what sort of things I feel that I should have in my life.

There are so many aspects, it's as if the list is infinite.

I've lost motivation, a few months ago I thought I knew what was stopping me from achieving goals and making a new start but now I've started to doubt my research and now I'm starting to wonder to myself whether I should start again.

But, I don't know what to do. I've emailed the local branch as part of the National Autistic Society (I have Autism) and they told me they weren't aware of any services regarding therapy or counselling.

I should just give my doctor a call and make an appointment, but the trouble with me is that I constantly forget to do things. I always say that I am going to do something and nothing ever gets done. My life is one big nasty habit.