That is similar to how I feel, it kind of seems like no matter how hard I try there never is any help, or I have trouble doing the things I need to do in order to find it. I'm on the autism spectrum as well as far as I know...trying to get it officially diagnosed and my mom may have found someone who can help.

But yeah I'm 23, makes me feel stupid that I cant just do these things on my own....also since I can't hold a job I am trying to get on SSI but of course it seems to take a ridiculous amount of time to get anything done diagnoses/therapy wise to put on record to be approved for SSI. That is one option you could potentially consider since I think autism qualifies one if the state or whatever determines it prevents you from holding a job....so that may be something to look into. But yeah I have a hard time really finding any actual help to so not sure what to suggest there.