I cant be the parent I was when my grown children were young. We had a lot more financial freedom. I could afford to stay home. We got to do a lot of things we cant afford now. I am much older, I am sicker, mentally and physically but I am trying to so hard to get a degree to try to elevate our lives so I can offer the young children more but for now. I need to focus on school. Or quit. But then I would have to get a dead end job that would take me out of the house with no promise of a brighter future. I am so upset I am ready to kick him and his wife out