In all honesty I have one close friend and a few acquaintances. Most of the acquaintances are online friends who I have never actually met. One reason for this is that I am a single mother of two small children and I never go anywhere to meet anyone and I won't let just anyone around my children. My main issue if I'm completely honest is it's just too much effort, most of the time. Drama of some sort and again usually accompany relationships with people and I have enough issues all by myself. I realize I shouldn't look at it that way but I do. Another issue I have when I have friends is I become emotionally invested usually way more than the other person and I usually become disappointed.
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