...pretty disappointed this is all I got after days and days. some whingy rubbish about anxiety creeping up on me again!

not up to using profanities so "darn it!!" ....this will do just fine.

thing is....the part of my brain that deals with reality...my 'reality brain'...?

it's tiny....if it fell out my nostril accidently or on purpose and fell on the ground and caught the attention of a curious ant?...this ant could easily carry my tiny reality brain away and munch on it at it's leisure.

...and I wish it would!

it's that tiny...it has the capacity to manage with perhaps 2% of the 'input' available and thats on a good day.

the remainder of my brain is in a cosmic warp that makes lunatic sense to me which is fine... but is sabotaged nonetheless by this tiny reality brain bit and I can feel the anxiety nibbling away again and I just don't know?

it doesn't take long to wreck me