You have become human! It's our instinct and our right to defend ourselves against the world. Don't be scared that you were going to defend yourself, you should be proud about it! You are not weakened by your abuse... you can stand up and face the world again. Rage is a good sign, it means you are past shock and disbelieve and that you are ready to move on. Rage is such a powerful amotion, and it should be, because it enables us to move past the trauma where we can finally find healing and start to forgive and move on with our lives. Rage strenthens us somehow to take that leap of faith, to be angry at others, but also at the situation and forcing us to change our circumstances.
I'm sorry for the terrible pain you must be going through... can't you go see your doc for that?
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