Your anger and rage are very healthy, Jan. And scary.

Your reaction shows that what was done to you was WRONG and not your fault. You are worth the fight to get yourself back.

Feeling anger is healing and I'm proud because I know how difficult it is for you.

But it's also a stage of the grieving process.

Do you know you're grieving, Jan?



PS Can you sleep propped up a bit on pillows?