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No, I didn't know any of those things. I didn't know I'm grieving. I am going to have to think about it. I do grieve because of the brain damage and my injuries....
You are right about anger being scary. I'm also scared because I wasn't sorry that I got so angry. Does that make any sense? Do you understand?????? Somebody just has to understand that.
If I can't lay down, I'll try to sleep in the recliner. I may take an extra pill if I have to to make me sleep, but I never, ever take an extra anything. I still feel like I'm choking...
I need to go to Lothlorein...
Hugs,
Jan
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