Hi. After regressing I feel like I have done something to bring myself here. I hate everything and everyone. The relationship I am in? Very likely ruined. I have no idea what to do or what to say, just confused about everything and angry to boot.

Nothing like feeling worthless, lost, empty, and split. Right?

I have no idea if the community here is accepting or not, but I have nothing to lose and hopefully I can try to expose all of this to get myself away from what I am feeling, just for a bit until I can understand. Having lived with this for a while, there has to be someone out there I can talk to... So... Help?