Bless your heart. It seems all these doctors want to do is push drugs on you.
If you want to try therapy without drugs, why not try a psychologist? I prefer them to psychiatrists any old day. Psychiatrists don't seem to give the feedback that the psychologists do, and that's what I want. Perhaps I just went to some weird psychiatrists or something, but all they ever did was sit there and grunt.

The last psychologist I found was AWESOME and she helped me more than anyone ever did! I stayed with her for a long time, and she certainly gave me my "power" back. I got my self-esteem back, and felt like a million bucks!!
It's just a suggestion. A psychologist might be just what you need -- but then again you might need the medication, I don't know. My medical doctor had prescribed me medication for depression, and then I went to the psychologist. So it worked well that way. Best of luck & God bless. Hugs, Lee