I just passed through probably the worst depression of my life about one month ago. I was started on zoloft, 50 mg and was doing great. HOWEVER, I recently was put on adderall, 20 mg tablet and I'm wondering if that has totally aggravated my already terrible tendency toward anxiety?!

Going outside, to the store, just thinking about calling people to pay my bills, having to deal with LIFE brings me such an irrational fear that I feel paralyzed. All I want to do is lie down with my boyfriend and keep hugging him. It's almost as if I need a "womb".

I can't stand this and wish I could just feel normal - whatever that means. I look around me and see people living their lives and I feel so jealous. If they only knew how hard doing simple things are for me.

Help. I'm screaming inside.