So tomorrow i have my SSI hearing finally, after two years. And now i dont even want it to happen...I am extremely anxious and cant stop the tears..i really dont know exactly to expect...even though i have been told over and over repeaditivly its just going to be average questions. I cant stop fumbling over my words and what to say or how to say how i feel, what i deal with...its ridiculous. Currently hating my life. I have thoughts i cant shrug off, worry and anxiety and panic.I dont understand why i cant just be a little nervous...after i talked to my Lawyers they made it sooo much worse...i felt like i was being drilled, i know all they want is the best...but i honestly feel like its not going to be enough. Help?! FML