I feel like my best friend and I don't talk to each other like we used to.

Well here's the story. I'll try not to make it too long.

I met my best friend online about 4 years ago. Back then, we had so much in common. Our lives were pretty much the same, we had so many similar interests, we think alike, we would finish each others sentences, like it happens so frequently that it wasn't even a coincidence anymore. Our conversations would look like spam to normal people, and they would think we're crazy, and we were!

As we got older, we became more mature and started to focus more on our future and careers. We've grown to really love and support each other through everything. Never once have we fought with each other because we just get along so well.

About 6 months ago, I dropped out of college because I couldn't keep up with the program and my GPA was too low, so that's when the depression started to develop. I told my best friend about my situation, and she was super understanding and respectful, but as the weeks went by, it became harder and harder for me to talk to anyone because I felt so bad about myself. I feel like I can't talk to her about anything except for the damn depression that's taking over my life, and I don't wanna do that. I don't want to throw all of my sadness, hopelessness, low self-esteem, loserness, etc...in her face.

We still talk to each other, but only for 5 minutes or less...and in periods of 1-2 months... It sucks. I'm a terrible friend. D: