ok well i like dark makeup and perising and tattoos my dad hates all of thos things and thinks there for attenchen i went down stairs with dark makeup on and it is halloween so i didnt think he would mind and he said he would being me to get something to eat and he said i needed to take the makeup off or i cant go and i said i wont go becouse i was crying by then he is always on me about what i wear i feel like this is my falit idk what to do i just want to crawl up in a ball somewhere and disaper he dont know about my SI eather ad he wonders why i never come down stairs i hate life :'(