I'm sorry to hear you're going through so much.

Now I am of course no professional but here is what I would suggest:

Once you are set up with a new therapist maybe you should think about asking him/her about weening yourself off medication. In my opinion medication is a crutch. I feel it would be good for you to try and develop healthier coping skills and healthier relationships. You mentioned that you used to be outgoing and you loved seeing people but become a recluse. I would suggest trying to reach out again, start loving people and loving life again.

Best of luck with your life, I am here for you if you want someone to talk to. Send me an email if you'd like