I agree your an amazingly insightful person, the things you say break my heart I want so badly to be able to say come here let me hug you and make you feel safe, what you endured no one should. I know that now when I have the intense pain that I hunt a place inside me that is safe but I am so terribly affraid of that place because I am affraid I will never come back. what I want to say to you I really dont know how, but I want you to feel that you can pm me anytime and I will listen to you. I am a great listener i cant always help but i will do my best to be there for you when you feel unsafe. and in that maybe you can feel a little better. please dont hesitate to pm me and i will give you my email so that you can get me most anytime day or night that you need to talk.
((((((hamstergirl)))))))

Tonya (Brokenwing) my indian name