i think there is something inside that makes me have rages and hate .. i get to where i i feel id rather hit or run over someone with my car then to look at them..... ive been kicked out of banks and been in arguments with lots of ppl because i cant control my rage.. ive never been physical in any of my rages to anyone although i have thrown things... but i do picture what i want to do to the person in my head.... i just hope one of these days i dont get so mad that i end up doing it