I have cheated on my girlfriend because I struggle with some porn. When I met her I told her I struggle with porn, and I haven't mastered the art of staying away from it. Its pull is strong. Yet I always do the right thing eventually, throwing the mags away and turning away from it until I can't stave off the addiction for temporary pleasure.

But I think she's moving on. I love her so, and she told me this is hard for her too. My heart is broken.