Hey everyone... I'm new to this site but i am learning alot. In the past i would get down and cut to make it better but didn't really understand why i did it. Now i know that when i inflict physical pain it briefly eases the emotional pain, of course the emotional pain comes back when the physical pain subsides but it helped. And even though i know now why i do it and that there is no good reason to do it, i still do it and still want to do it all the time. It's my drug. Even when i'm just a little down but not really needing to cut because of it, i still do it because now im just addicted to the feeling and the rush. I am not saying i enjoy it but i've done it so much because of all the bad things i've been through now it's more like a habit instead of a way to cope. Any words of advice???