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Old Nov 01, 2012, 04:33 AM
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I"ve found out I pretty much don't have asperger's.

I'm worried about disassociative because I find myself daydreaming too often. Beyond that I look past every object and associate some other thought with it. It's like I'm analyzing literally everything I see or hear, but I'm not always analyzing it, sometimes I'm just associating something with it and running away with a train of thought.

I don't really feel like my vision is appropriate or clear. A lot of times I"m imagining something while trying to do something else. I feel like my vision is a little hazy. Physically. I really see thing's better when I try hard to be "in the room" or away from extra thoughts. I also feel a strong pressure in my forehead when I'm concentrating on "being in the room" (which is how I describe the non-disassociated state where all external senses are strong and I can take those in fully without being bothered by thoughts).

I'm trying to start taking in my stimuli around me. If I don't, I imagine something or I day dream or I hear other thoughts creep up and I follow them and think about them for a really long time. Most of the time I feel like this. I almost always feel like I am thinking about something or contemplating something.