I would definitely give the 120 a chance for a few more weeks. You know that you do respond well to it at the higher dose so hopefully once it gets to a higher level in your system it will have good effects.
It seems like you are doing all the right things: staying in touch with your doctors, having therapy, etc. If things don't "warm up" with your new therapist will you able to try to find another?
Good luck with this. I hope you are also speaking with your doc or therapist about the bad thoughts and cutting.
Keep posting here for support and understanding as well. This is a very helpful community.
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