I am so tired of being this overweight. I feel like I am fighting a losing battle. I'm such a slave to food. The issues that hubby has with me go much deeper than his sniping at me. I know he hates my weight. I know he doesn't find me attractive. And I don't blame him. I'm going away for a week where it is going to be almost impossible to make some changes though I am going to try very hard not to over eat, or at the very least, not eat when I'm not hungry. I'm going to take some time out to think about the serious changes I need to make in my life. Not that I think about anything else anyway. Thanks for listening.