<font color="purple">Its here, yet again.... been creeping on for a while now..... My darkness and isolation.... I am surrounded by good people, people that care, and yet I feel sooooooo alone! I feel like bad used goods.... I have separated from myself .... put on that fake smile that everyone wants to see, b/c they dont want to deal either... cant say as I blame them.... the "others" are irratating me, they want attention, I dont want to give it.... BE QUIET!!! GO AWAY!!! Silence would be a great treat.... words, images, sounds, too much sweeping through my mind..... dont touch me..... I feel enclosed, trapped..... rambling mess, should be my song..... constant battles .... what is right, what is wrong.... what to do, say, feel..... is it even real?!?! I just dont know anymore </font>