I've officially been divorced for 1 year, as of 8/22, and it still suprises me how much I still hurt. My ex just called to speak to the kids and we ended up talking about the children for a moment. We have very pleasant conversations and it just breaks my heart even more because I never wanted him to go. After I hung up the phone, I was all choked up and was almost ready to cry when I said bye.

I don't think I'll ever have my closure and I'm not sure what I'm still hanging on too. The person I divorced isn't any where near the person I married. I'm just bit low and had to express it.