Well, if I can add some thoughts into the discussion, I feel much of the same as the OP does; it is like a curse that I can't break free from. Although I have had a GF, it's been years since there's been a female in my life that has even liked me, other than email pen-pals online, and that doesn't seem to be about to end in the near future.

And I can empathize with the OP's anger towards women; for me, although I would like to have a close friend or GF that I can trust, having had nothing but failure and rejection with women does create some resentment. My feelings are less anger and resentment now than indifference, because it can seem to me that women are all the same, and sometimes I don't care anymore, there being nothing left than to accept the inevitable loneliness.

Friend, GF, male, female, family, makes little difference for me. Perhaps it is the nature of my condition but it can seem that the whole of society wants little to do with me, as if people take one look at me and write me off, because it is rare if someone likes me after our first encounter. It can make me think, "To hell with everyone!"