Because it does not have much effect at 75mg ... I used to have 300mg and liked it and lost weight, was bubbly and more sexual, but pdoc lowered it after my bp dx. I was so upset when she lowered it. So I am just mad about weight gain and extra meds in my body. Feeling rebellious maybe, idk.

Watching my son forced on meds has messed with my head too... I feel so controlled by forces around me, doing things to feel in control I suppose.