No, I can't. I think that's why its so hard for me to cope with what's happening. Its a matter of coping and being able to escape. Luckily, most of the time I have the house to myself.

I don't really think my mom understands whats happening to me when I go through a tough time. She just thinks I'm being irrational.

This isn't the first time this has occurred. I've had these same types of issues since about 16 years old with different people. Luckily its better then it used to be. My mom was in a really negative relationship before this one that impacted me.