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Rhapsody said:
((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

May YOU find a NEW reason for living.... for we all need YOU around, and so does some one else.... some one out there loves you more than you know.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

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I can't find anything. I just don't fit in. Nobody wants me, nobody seems to like me. I really need something, just a simply physical hug. Thank you for the above hugs, but I have not had a real hug for over 15 years and it is hurting me. I need someone to hold me. I know it sounds weird, but I keep playing out scenarios in my head about a girl that I really like, but it would never happen. I am probably reading her wrong by her actions toward me, it is probably just pity. She has a boyfriend, she is 10 years younger, and she started college today. But I keep thinking she likes me. I would love to simply have her as a friend, but have no idea how to start a friendship. She knows were I live and would love for her to stop by, but that wouldn't happen for real only in my mind. I must be really screwed up.