She told me she honestly doesn't know what they will decide to do. She warned me that they may decide to make major changes and, if they do, they will most likely admit me to the hospital to keep an eye on me 24/7 in case I do become psychotic to the point of attacking people, delusional to the point of being totally out of touch with reality or suicidal. I'm actually okay with that because that's not stuff I would want to happen in front of my kids, husband and mother in law. I'm already having suicidal thoughts on and off so I may end up there anyway. Bipolar sucks.
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Becca
Bipolar 1 with Rapid Cycling and Mixed States
Wellbutrin 150 mg
Lamictal 400 mg
Geodon 40 mg
Ativan 0.5 mg
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