He does but he doesn't want to accept it. I think a lot of this is because we both know there is a very good chance I'm going to be admitted to the psych hospital. I'm reminding him it's pretty much voluntary, we know what to expect and it's not the same circumstances as before. The point of it this time will be to keep me safe and make sure I'm okay. He understands but it still worries him, as it would me. Like I said--I know it's because he loves me and I'm grateful he does love me so much. I just wish I didn't have a disorder that makes him so sad, upset and worried.
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Becca
Bipolar 1 with Rapid Cycling and Mixed States
Wellbutrin 150 mg
Lamictal 400 mg
Geodon 40 mg
Ativan 0.5 mg
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