You have come so far! Whats up? lets talk about it. I have faith that it will get better. Chocolate Leed? That is why I was hooked on york peppermint patties a while back, I get it now. Thanks Leed. I have my days or should I say moments everyday it seems that I just want to cry. Splitimage I think it is all right to cry we have buried feelings for so long that now they just want to come out and we will feel better once they do.