Shezbut: I really am sorry for what you're going through. But thank you. I always said love was about slself sacrifice. That's why I know I stopped loving her and became obsessed. The fact that you would put yourself through pain just to help a poor stranger know that he's understood speaks mountains of you. All of you.

Ruby: Thank you for your kind words. I hadn't realized I was so relevent. It's been a while (read: never) since I've been an "average" member of a group. I suppose it's only fitting I be normal amongst the mentally ill. I like that. And yes, a number of people have pointed it out to me. When I start college it will be for psychology (the irony I am aware of) but I'm going to try and minor in something involving writing. I want to be a novelist. There are stories I need to tell, stories that can help people like us. Star Wars saved my life. I've been a fan since before I could talk and holding on to it and the lessons I've learned from it helped me stay strong. I know I'm not the only one who needed to escape. Afterall, what's so wrong about wanting to be a Jedi?