I hate when I dont speak my mind right then and there but I dont because I dont want things to come out wrong. But then I end up plagued with endless thoughts. Then, I think about bringing it up after the fact, but it just seems pointless to me to do that when I should have said it all in the original conversation. So I leave myself sitting here banging my head against a metaphorical wall. I tell myself next time I will speak my mind but ultimately I just end up doing the same damn thing.

I just do not understand this person I have had in my life for the past two years as a "friend". Its making me freaking crazy!