Powertools, I say this from the heart. I totally understand and feel you. I have been separated from my wife since March. As I've mentioned too many times already but here I think it's appropriate. There was a time when I didn't think the pain would ever subside. I couldn't see the light at the end of the tunnel, let alone did I think there was even one. There is. Regardless of how it plays out, the depression, the loneliness and all that goes with a break up - especially a marriage, will go away. My situation specifics arent' relevant here, but just suffice to say it has been a pretty rough ride for quite some time. but the sun does shine again, the light will always return and I know that now. Hang in there.

One thing that helped me a lot was PC itself. I have met and talked with so many understanding and supportive people I must say I don't know how I would have made it without the people here. I would do everything I can to connect with your existing friends and/or make some on pc here. I'm sure you'll find people to help you. I know I will if you ask it. If you need to vent, if you need a shoulder, I'm one that is very close to the same situation and I will listen and do what I can to help you.

*hugs* Hope this helps.