I just feel so worried all the time about him. He has epilepsy, so he has seisures at random times, it is really scary because we never know when it will happen. He had one today, before he was about to go to work, its just scary and I feel bad for him. I decided to not go into work tomorrow because I need to take care of him and make sure he is alright, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me.