Sorry you feel lonely, and pretty angry too - fair enough.

Where about in Norway are you? Congrats in getting a job already tho, thats ace. I lived in Norway as a kid, a small suburb outside of Oslo, and I found that a lot of Norwegians wanted to talk to me so they could learn English! Is there an evening class you can take to help learn the language? Kudos for teaching yourself, just thought you may meet people there too.

Anyway, are there any groups to join to explore your new home? Maybe some rambling groups, or perhaps learning to ski or ice skate if you dont already know? What about foreign language groups? My old summer job while at uni was being a 'fun' leader for foreign students and showing them some of the UK. Is there anything like that there?

I know you wont want to read this, as things seem hard - life's shown you some horrible times (being blamed over abuse says nothing about you, just the strange warped people who think so). But the best way to conquer this feeling and situation of loneliness is to try and plaster a smile on your face and get out there again. Its the only way to meet people - sure, a few will be right ducks, but there may just be some new friends who are more like minded, and can see you for who you are.

Sorry that you dont have time to help old people, or do any charity work. I thought that was quite a good idea too. Best of luck, and I hope you dont give up trying. Things dont get better by themselves, unfortunately.