I decided to let my hubby know how I feel and this is what came out.

Thank you for helping me when I couldn't help myself.
Thank you for taking care of me when I couldn't take care of myself.
Thank you for loving me when I hated myself.
Thank you for the encouragement when I doubted myself.
Thank you for making me feel safe when I thought the world was crumbling beneath my feet.
Thank you for trying to understand when I wasn't sure myself.
Thank you for seeing me the way I truly am when I didn't.
Thank you for being such a wonderful husband, best friend and father.
Thank you for making me laugh when I thought it was impossible to see joy.
Thank you for bringing light into my life when all I felt was darkness.
Before I met you all I could think of was misery and death.
Since I met you I have a reason to fight.
This is an exhausting disease, mentally and physically. Everything seems amplified to the max.
Noises,voices, every sound that is made echoes in my head loudly like a ringing church bell.
It's hard on you and I do recognize that so I try to minimize as much as possible.
This is a battle I didn't ask for or feel I deserve but I'm stuck with it so I'm trying to fight as hard as I can, but I can't do it by myself.
I want you to know how much I love you and need you.
Please don't ever give up on me because no matter what happens, I'm still in here!
I love you with all of my heart! You still hold my world in the palm of your hands!


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