I like you, you will alway find someone on this site to talk to.

quote: Everyone has friends or at least collegues, even the evil ppl.

my mail box is always empty unless there is a bill in it, i lost my so called friends when i became ill and have no family contact at all, so yep i am pretty much alone in the world too but i am definitely not evil. i try to look at it that likes attract so as no one is attracted to being my friend I must be UNIQUE, too good for them! just think of the birthday and christmas gifts you don't have to buy, look at how much that will save you!

Volunteering is a great way to meet people,that could be anything from cutting the lawn of a disabled neighbour to putting books away in the local libary.

have you thought of teaching your native language in the country you are now in, that is very big over here.

try looking for groups that interest you and build up the courage to join them.

As much as i disagree with them, churches do a good job at involving newcommers to make them feel welcome.

try searching the net for groups in your area, loads of places have walking groups, book clubs or knitting circles etc

many people with difficult pasts or difficult nows feel they are different or not liked by their peeers, it is a normal response in a difficult situation.