I've had a lot of trouble with body image issues for many years. I've always been on the thin side, but haven't been happy with my body for a long time.

I've gone through many periods of restricting in an attempt to lose weight, and it's started again.

I know it's unhealthy, and that I shouldn't do it, but I can't help it.

The thought of eating even a normal amount makes me cringe...and then eating a normal amount makes me want to puke.