Mah goth, who would have wanted to learn Polish in Norway? It's like teaching Norwegian to the Poles- no one wants that. Dunno why everyone talks about charity and volunteering- I might have mentioned that I am a foreigner here, I don't speak the language, I barely know how to get to the grocery store, it took me ages to find the farmacy. Regarding the church- I am a Roman Catholic, here most of the people are Protestans. Not that I have anything against them but it would be weird to hang with them in their church. And when I was at that useless language school, I gave my e-mail address to a girl and she took the piece of paper with that address and gave me one with her address. I wanted to write to her and then I noticed she wrote her address on my paper, so she doesn't have my e-mail. Well, that's a nicely veiled way of saying '**** off, you bore'. Despite that, I wrote to her and of course she didn't answer. Why should she.

Well, that's hopeless. Nobody likes me and I'll never know why. Except for the idea that everyone just hates me because I've been abused and nobody likes such girls. Maybe everyone knows I don't give a damn about my niece and don't care if he would hurt her or not, because when I was little and then bigger nobody saved me and this makes me a monster. Or perhaps it's because I'm ugly, short and let's say that again UGLY. Never mind.