This a definitely a theme that keeps coming up in my romantic life. There are times when I'm in love with my bf (of over 3 years), followed by a lot of times when he bugs the heck out of me, then a few others where I feel a panic inside and just need to get the heck away from him asap! It scares the bejeezers out of me ~ and makes me feel super-guilty.

I'm terrified of losing my bf. He's so attached to me & thanks his lucky stars that I came into his life. Lots of compliments that I'm always unable to accept, with a super low self-esteem. It would be a lot easier to figure out what I'm supposed to do if we didn't have those wonderful, fun & romantic times together.

He's attached to my 2 daughters & they are to him as well = more guilt and anxiety. I just don't know how to work through this confusion of what's right to do, and terror that I'm going to be alone.