Same odl story. On a photography forum I asked which camera should I buy and I added my 'mamełe' advises me the camera she used to have. 'Mamełe' is 'mom' in Yiddish, the language that influenced my native tongue and simply sounds cool. Everybody else would receive answers to the question and pieces of advice, but not me. They started making fun of me and mocking me. Everybody does hate me, every single body. I'll live my life alone. This is pointless.